Medals for women

I am realizing few things with my new endeavors in cooking. For women, burnt marks on their hands are like war medals. From what I understand(and atleast about the women in my home) they like to show off the burnt marks they aquire during cooking. It clearly means that this lady knows how to cook. My younger sister recently got one too and few women were very very proud of her. there was one comment which said “haan tu toh ghar ka kaam jaanti hai na”.

I got slightly burnt too recently. It doesn’t show. I  AM HAPPY. I DON”T REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT ANY BURNT MARKS ON MY HANDS. It is on my finger. I got singed while moving the chapati. The skin is slightly sore but thankfully no marks. I don’t understand women!

Ek Khwaish

I have been booking air and train tickets from mumbai to chennai to kolkata and return for around 20 people past 2 days. I have been glued to my phone and laptop and seat and trust me it is not an easy thing. Spicejet helped me book 7 tickets in all at 2013 and I am very very grateful to Him… In the process, I have troubled a lot of people though and but something very nice has come from all this and if it this thought becomes a reality then I will be a very very happy person as it will benefit everyone in the world and i will die peacefully knowing I did something for India.

Someone very great has told me that like how Indian government manages its air travel, same can be done for the railways. 

The tracks, the stations can be maintained by the government but the trains can get different operators. This will ensure better quality of everything, the service mainly but also the frequency, connectivity and quantity and maybe faster and better trains.

Frequency – duration in between trains

connectivity – connectivity is so poor in some parts of india.

quantity – so few trains between chennai to kolkata, maybe it could increase…. the number of trains could increase otherwise also

This is a very raw and probably a unstructured idea, am sure if it gets the right attention, great minds can make it a possibility soon hopefully. Please do this for your future self. Please do something for your future generations

Hazaaron khwaishen aisi hai dost, ki har khwaish pe dam nikle.. par ye wali puri kardo pls.

pls try to get this idea in print or tv or to someone who can do something about it and you too like me with die peacefully

The world needs love!

I preach but don’t always practice. I think it is something like the proverb – Those who can teach, can’t do. I have so many testimonials of happy people who have changed because of something I said and/or because of graphotherapy. Some kids have actually stayed in touch. They call me when they realize their anger has reduced or their will power increased, I feel like i am dreaming sometimes. I am doing something that I only dreamed about … and it surely feels great but I make sooo many mistakes in my personal life. There are so many bitter exchanges with the call centre people sometimes and sometimes with my own sister….sometimes with my mom too. My family has told me this one too many times for my comfort 😦 that I am a different person with family.

My maid hadn’t come recently and I was sweeping the house. I had had a small argument with my sister and the effect of it was clearly visible in my vengeful strokes of the jhaadu. It was as if I was hitting her with the jhaadu for making me lose my cool 😦 As i almost finished with my bedroom, I happened to turn back and I realized that I hadn’t really swept well. I realized that the force I was applying was creating slight breeze and scattering the dust rather than sweeping, At this moment I realized how silly and wasteful anger really is. I feel so annoyed with myself for getting annoyed with anyone.  I know I shouldn’t be getting angry. But it is so difficult sometimes.There are so many desires, so many expectations. I don’t know how to end this post. All I can request is to pray for me. This song isn’t going out of my head. So posting it here. The world needs love!

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It’s the only thing that there’s just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No not just for some but for everyone.

Lord, we don’t need another mountain,
There are mountains and hillsides enough to climb
There are oceans and rivers enough to cross,
Enough to last till the end of time.

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It’s the only thing that there’s just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No, not just for some but for everyone.

Lord, we don’t need another meadow
There are cornfields and wheat fields enough to grow
There are sunbeams and moonbeams enough to shine
Oh listen, lord, if you want to know.

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It’s the only thing that there’s just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No, not just for some but for everyone.

No, not just for some, oh, but just for everyone.

Can it go any faster?

I have mostly been very calm even when the trains are late or running slowly till recently.

I normally don’t have had people waiting for me, so even if the trains are running late or slowly, I am busy with my life and its mostly always ok. I have never been able to understand people who would make sounds like tch when the trains were late. The tch isn’t going to make the train run any faster and it is waste of time. I rather be reading or ….

Recently, I knew there was someone waiting for me. The train was running slow and late. By God did I wish that the train could become faster 🙂 Now, I understand. If you have a loved one waiting for you somewhere, U wish the trains would run on time 😛

How are you?

I have been sick lately … to the point of reaching the hospital. It started last monday and is just about leaving me thankfully. What bugs me the most is the question “How are you”. The poor family members on the other line couldn’t help but ask how i was and I don’t know what to answer!  I feel as if I am letting them down by telling them that I am still unwell. It is as if I am not getting well soon enough and they have to call and check everyday. I don’t know how to explain this feeling but the best answer I have come up with is “that I am getting better with each day” We all are na?