I preach but don’t always practice. I think it is something like the proverb – Those who can teach, can’t do. I have so many testimonials of happy people who have changed because of something I said and/or because of graphotherapy. Some kids have actually stayed in touch. They call me when they realize their anger has reduced or their will power increased, I feel like i am dreaming sometimes. I am doing something that I only dreamed about … and it surely feels great but I make sooo many mistakes in my personal life. There are so many bitter exchanges with the call centre people sometimes and sometimes with my own sister….sometimes with my mom too. My family has told me this one too many times for my comfort 😦 that I am a different person with family.
My maid hadn’t come recently and I was sweeping the house. I had had a small argument with my sister and the effect of it was clearly visible in my vengeful strokes of the jhaadu. It was as if I was hitting her with the jhaadu for making me lose my cool 😦 As i almost finished with my bedroom, I happened to turn back and I realized that I hadn’t really swept well. I realized that the force I was applying was creating slight breeze and scattering the dust rather than sweeping, At this moment I realized how silly and wasteful anger really is. I feel so annoyed with myself for getting annoyed with anyone. I know I shouldn’t be getting angry. But it is so difficult sometimes.There are so many desires, so many expectations. I don’t know how to end this post. All I can request is to pray for me. This song isn’t going out of my head. So posting it here. The world needs love!
What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It’s the only thing that there’s just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No not just for some but for everyone.
Lord, we don’t need another mountain,
There are mountains and hillsides enough to climb
There are oceans and rivers enough to cross,
Enough to last till the end of time.
What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It’s the only thing that there’s just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No, not just for some but for everyone.
Lord, we don’t need another meadow
There are cornfields and wheat fields enough to grow
There are sunbeams and moonbeams enough to shine
Oh listen, lord, if you want to know.
What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It’s the only thing that there’s just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No, not just for some but for everyone.
No, not just for some, oh, but just for everyone.
Mann Ki Window 
You will be there in my prayers
Thank YOU